sorry for being away!!

I think my guilty pangs are in their sublime form.That's why I am here...there is so much to write and whats happened with me...
Offlate the movies that i have seen..have been just a mind opener for me..there is so much too life than just scoring marks..Everyone always make some or the other new year resolution,just to never stick by it...and here I am ..writing it to the world...that my grit and verve cannot be shaken by those slimy materialistic pleasures...its a test of me...that this blog will witness...i dont want any followers or someone commenting on my blog....IT'S A LIFE ENLIGHTENING EXPERIENCE...that is what happening with me.
To start with the host of new year resolutions that I have made...
*I have to start doing things with an aim...being directionless is the biggest pain.
*I will do stuff that i have always passionate about...like History..English...
*Being true to myself...
*Not to take a shortcut option...study hard..
*Make sure that this is not one day...phenomna..
*My entrance exams if not anything had thought me to be...more competitive towards life.
*There is nothing to fear...
*I have nothing to lose.
*Learn from your failures..
WELL enough of these resolutions...Time is a better judge of them i think...

Irony of Twisted Minds

There is a purpose of everybodys existance on Earth just that some realise it in an nascent stage of their lives,and others are just left cribbing about the twisted mind within.The irony of twisted mind can be felt by anyone who is even a bit observant,they are all around you......infact just look inside yourself......in your self,you will find your self struggling with your self....

I have a whole list of examples with me to prove the irony of twisted minds.....so lets start with deeksha darling

*she really went wrong with all the boys she had choosen.

*doesnt learn from her mistakes.

*want to look as bad as possible.

*knows chicken causes her pimples,but still doesnt leave it.

next we can here discuss ankita anand,mind it its not my friends priority order...

*in the race deeksha,choosing all the wrong guys.

*doesnt believe in eating at all.

*trust me she is a simple girl....nothing much controvertial about her....

i think joyeeta is qiuntesential of a twisted mind

*got a bit late in life about doing things

*had all her crushes on jats(i love it)

*doesnt care about her weight

*is always biased towards me.

i am sure there is a lot of irony around everyone,it is only for you to open up your eyes to it.

My 2009

Alrite i am just about to write another post,while just goin through my blog...I realised i am kind of a self obsessed person....well many people have told me this,but it failed to register in my mind.
Anyways with a new year started off....i am here again writing about my imaginative simulative world.2009 will be the crucial year of life and there are issues about that.......well me giving my CAT exams make things equally worse for me.At times i have a feeling that those brain twisters and so called 10th standard mathematics is seriously beyond my reach....its not that i have lost hope or anything,its just that i havnt started.Trust me the feeling sucks......but here comes my new year resolution...STUDY......
I think all these thoughts are turning me into a nerd....but i cant help it....i cannot take everything in a joke...life is not that easy for me...there is so much to be proved to me and everyone around....thats my new year resolution....
and my all time new year resolution is to loose those fatty acids i hav accumalated on me,last year was a very satisfying one....i lost 7 kgs...nothing feels better than that...
And yet again after i have written my stupid post...the "self obsession "in me can never die....this adds another one to my list on new years resolution....
and before anybody starts thinking of me as a very determined and a focussed person,I should clarify...these are just the thoughts in my mind....resolution is a very strong word to use....he he...
and to follow....I am sure everybody agrees with me...