placement season!!!

oh my god!!! life sudeenly has become so hectic....initially i used to cribb,that i am not busy enough.....but things have taken a complete new shape.I get up in the morning with a ready of list of what all is to be done today.Specially with the placements coming up it all work honey!!!.There is ahuge list of things to be done....like brushing up your technical skills,communication skills.....and an overall development.But i should say...a new improved ankita is here,i can feel it.There is a huge difference in the way people used to percieve me and now.....i am more happy.....specially with my fan following on all time high....i feel good.....in the end i feel i had nothing substantial to tell...still...i am here

MY CITY DELHI

pondering over all the latest mishappening in my nation as well as my beloved city has taken me jolted.i come from a family of freedom fighters,we JATS since ages have risked their in life for the pride of mother INDIA,and continue to do so...With all the continous blast in our city,i cant set my mind anywhere else except those who die in the service of our nation.Be it the uncountable number of soldiers who have laid their life or the delhi police inspector M.C.Sharma.
Writing out here is very easy,to criticize them even easier....i want to know weather these lives given up in the service of our nation is being respected or not.Taking a look at our anti terrorist laws gives an impression of India being a weak state to the world....As a layman i have so much to write on,comment on....but when i look at myself,who wm i to say about the pride of our nation,when i am not contributing in any form...
To end the piece i have one thing to say...all these hedious acts of crime make us hate the whole society as a whole,not those nefarious minds.....PEACE PEACE......

Crushes around me

well what exactlt we mean when we say...."oh! i have got a crush on him"...to start with i just feel its one way of saying that you are attracted to that person.moreover now i think i have reached certain level of maturity,to look bak in the past can be one good experience.
Having a crush for me basically keeping yourself busy in my dry college.in the whole process of having a crush.....it basically kills my time waiting for that one person,thinking about the one...and all sorts of crazy imaginative shit your mind becomes the home to.Those innocous gestures,exchange of glances...and the whole feel of being connected in some mysterious form with that person.I am sure there is nothing much to talk between the two....still some sort of enigma takes over.
Presently i am feeling a geriatric.with no one i my life.For the first time i guess i am devoting time for self.I kind of self evaluation is going and i am having a much neede reality check.i have enrolled myself for MBA coaching with some vision in my mind.This time i am all focussed with the right kind of positive energy one needs.
I think it was all a part of growing up....life is totally different now...with an aim...and CRUSHES are passe....

I AM BACK AGAIN

Sorry for not writing for so long.....my erratic internet connection might be the right answer or just the fact how inclined i am towards it.Trust me joyee i write to keep in touch with you only.....and as we know the only medium i can stay in touch with you is through BLOGGING.so i am back again with loads of stories to tell........after all so much has changed now....

A BRIEF HISTORY OF MY LIFE

i guess to the world i am one aloof creature....not exactly introvert but moreover the kind of person who likes to keep to oneself.i am sure this kind of demeanour is not applauding,but thats me.as such my life is not that exciting ,but i have my share of expriences.
Lets start with the laest movie that i saw Jaane tu yaa jaana, a very well made movie with tha same old story told in a refreshing way.i think i was in 4th grade i had just come across a spectacled boy with a frail body structure nothing too impressive.....but still took me by storm .And the impact was very profound till my 11th class,but i think its more stable now.
The difference being that now i dont eat,drink and sleep him.
but having spend all my teenage years drooling over one guy looks such a waste to me.my interaction with the opposite sex is on a all time low,cant blame him.never felt like interacting with anyone .and now unlike the movie my story didnt have a happy ending.....its been 4 years since i am on talking terms with him,with only one lesson to learn movies are nothing but imaginative fantasies that only make you cribb about how incomplete your life is.

my illusions with life

to be precise i still dont know wat i want out of my life......i want to be rich,happy and in the right words i should get a feel that my life is worth it......the thing with me is that i am focussed yet confused.so much i want to do that i dont........i dont know if i can make myself a bit more assertive.....

well a boring weekand.....

who on earth plans to start your day with with nothing to do on mind.Its me........got up and reluctantly gone for my driving lessons,i dont hate them but they are surely a pain in my ass....the only good part being at least i can say that i drive a car.and officially my super lazy weekand started with going to sleep again for another 3three hours and here i am writing my BLOG something so new to me,having isssues how to go about it.

And just to give you a kind of recap of the week gone by.Nothing so extraordinary about it.......i was thinking its going to be like this or that.....but yeah its an engineering college what more can i expect.i think moreover the problem lies in me...i have more of antisocial traits in me and my highly inflated ego,even i question its existance.

Personal life turmoil is on all time high,but still things were at a brighter side atlaest now.its again for me to decide what di i have to do.......but this strange feeling empowering me that