just another day...

I think I have lost the pace with which i was competing with the world.When I look back and see the promises that i made to my self...i think i have won only half the race.there so much to be done..My life no longer revolves around being a regular teenager....infact the problem being that I have become such a different person now...its kind off difficult to digest...For people who know me since ages and now...I surely want to know what they have to say...Forget about what other people have to say.The surely unwanted bantering does not bother any more.
Sometimes I ponder,am I actually missing with all the fun in life...surely not ....life is so much more brighter now...Somekind of maturity i have attained,I actually have a very strong dislike towards P.J.s...they somehow are not at all amusing to me,infact moreover hammers stammering over your head...This surely is a weird feeling for others to imagine...
One thing is for sure...if i ahve been open about it or not..."my obsession to loose weight" no matter how thin or fat I am...this feeling is actually too strong to get ridd off....inspite with my watering nose and fever...nothing actually stops me from going on my walking schedule...I guess my fatty acids or in control,if not the cells multiplying....and here I am trying my hand in producing this obnoxious peice of writing...for anyone interested to go through....Again a reminder to Joyee...Wake Up! honey!!!..

finally my group of friends

Hey,finally i can say that I have found my group of friends.The best feeling is that it makes you feel so complete,apecially with such a shielded upbringing I totally love the fact that people want to talk to me,are waiting for me.Introspect all the activities that are taking place in my life....i can proudly say that THESE ARE BEST DAYS OF MY LIFE...finally my parents are trying to understand me,its just not about scoring in exams...its surely something more that i have realised after wasting all the precious years of my life.But i guess its never too late to make a beginning,i am happy for myself and for the all my friends...this phase of content shouldnt pass by......
And special reference to my most lovable friend Joyeeta...who inspite of all the promises has no time to even give a single reading...forget about droping a comment...but i guess i have behaved with people in even a worse manner...so it prove the basic law...every reaction has an equal and opposite reaction...
Now i wait people to drop in comments...but its kind off a personal blog....if my friends bother its enough for me....

placement season!!!

oh my god!!! life sudeenly has become so hectic....initially i used to cribb,that i am not busy enough.....but things have taken a complete new shape.I get up in the morning with a ready of list of what all is to be done today.Specially with the placements coming up it all work honey!!!.There is ahuge list of things to be done....like brushing up your technical skills,communication skills.....and an overall development.But i should say...a new improved ankita is here,i can feel it.There is a huge difference in the way people used to percieve me and now.....i am more happy.....specially with my fan following on all time high....i feel good.....in the end i feel i had nothing substantial to tell...still...i am here

MY CITY DELHI

pondering over all the latest mishappening in my nation as well as my beloved city has taken me jolted.i come from a family of freedom fighters,we JATS since ages have risked their in life for the pride of mother INDIA,and continue to do so...With all the continous blast in our city,i cant set my mind anywhere else except those who die in the service of our nation.Be it the uncountable number of soldiers who have laid their life or the delhi police inspector M.C.Sharma.
Writing out here is very easy,to criticize them even easier....i want to know weather these lives given up in the service of our nation is being respected or not.Taking a look at our anti terrorist laws gives an impression of India being a weak state to the world....As a layman i have so much to write on,comment on....but when i look at myself,who wm i to say about the pride of our nation,when i am not contributing in any form...
To end the piece i have one thing to say...all these hedious acts of crime make us hate the whole society as a whole,not those nefarious minds.....PEACE PEACE......

Crushes around me

well what exactlt we mean when we say...."oh! i have got a crush on him"...to start with i just feel its one way of saying that you are attracted to that person.moreover now i think i have reached certain level of maturity,to look bak in the past can be one good experience.
Having a crush for me basically keeping yourself busy in my dry college.in the whole process of having a crush.....it basically kills my time waiting for that one person,thinking about the one...and all sorts of crazy imaginative shit your mind becomes the home to.Those innocous gestures,exchange of glances...and the whole feel of being connected in some mysterious form with that person.I am sure there is nothing much to talk between the two....still some sort of enigma takes over.
Presently i am feeling a geriatric.with no one i my life.For the first time i guess i am devoting time for self.I kind of self evaluation is going and i am having a much neede reality check.i have enrolled myself for MBA coaching with some vision in my mind.This time i am all focussed with the right kind of positive energy one needs.
I think it was all a part of growing up....life is totally different now...with an aim...and CRUSHES are passe....

I AM BACK AGAIN

Sorry for not writing for so long.....my erratic internet connection might be the right answer or just the fact how inclined i am towards it.Trust me joyee i write to keep in touch with you only.....and as we know the only medium i can stay in touch with you is through BLOGGING.so i am back again with loads of stories to tell........after all so much has changed now....

A BRIEF HISTORY OF MY LIFE

i guess to the world i am one aloof creature....not exactly introvert but moreover the kind of person who likes to keep to oneself.i am sure this kind of demeanour is not applauding,but thats me.as such my life is not that exciting ,but i have my share of expriences.
Lets start with the laest movie that i saw Jaane tu yaa jaana, a very well made movie with tha same old story told in a refreshing way.i think i was in 4th grade i had just come across a spectacled boy with a frail body structure nothing too impressive.....but still took me by storm .And the impact was very profound till my 11th class,but i think its more stable now.
The difference being that now i dont eat,drink and sleep him.
but having spend all my teenage years drooling over one guy looks such a waste to me.my interaction with the opposite sex is on a all time low,cant blame him.never felt like interacting with anyone .and now unlike the movie my story didnt have a happy ending.....its been 4 years since i am on talking terms with him,with only one lesson to learn movies are nothing but imaginative fantasies that only make you cribb about how incomplete your life is.